Today is my last first day of graduate school. I've dreamed of this moment for the five years...maybe longer.
I've been thinking a lot lately about the past five years. All that I've lost. And all that I've gained. Life has not been easy. But whose life is?
I spend a lot of time
I cannot change the past. There's a part of me that doesn't really want to either. As for the future? No amount of dreaming could provide certainty.
And all the time I've spent dwelling in the past or dreaming of the future - I forgot about where I actually am. The present.
This is the present.
And I'm not spending enough time in it. I'm not concentrating enough on it. I've realized some of the best moments of my life have slipped by unnoticed because I didn't concentrate enough in the present.
Today is the last day of my first day of graduate school. Today is going to be a good day.