And since that day in I have seen Madonna evolve over and over again. She is hailed as the Queen of Reinvention. Because she's always reinvented herself at just the right times of her life. I've admired her for it. She is fearless and thinks nothing of reinventing her image when it suits her. And with every change, she's become more successful, more refined, more powerful and more fabulous.
|Some of my favorite Madonna looks through the years|
I am trying to reinvent myself. Well, my outer self.
I am sitting on the sofa as I type this; my entire body is sore from exercising. Today was the third day in a row that I've made the conscious decision to work out. To get in shape. To live healthier. To hopefully, live longer.
I have been struggling with my weight for the last two years. And last June I wrote a post about The Weight of Autism. Thinking that I was going to make the effort. But since that post, I've gained more weight. I know what it is - I've spent the last few years craving comfort from all the wrong places.
And while the comfort I crave feels so good in the moment. I know, it's time for me to seek comfort elsewhere.
Because every time I step on the scale, I cringe.
Every time I have to squeeze into a pair of jeans that used to fit, I curse myself.
Every time I have to look for a shirt that conceals my muffin top, I hate it.
Every time I put something on only to realize it no longer fits, I wonder - how could I let this happen?
In less than 3 months I will be one more year closer to 40. And in the last few months I've had some serious wake up calls regarding health and the choices I've been making.
It's time to make changes.
When I was in the 4th grade, I wanted to wear white lace gloves and black rubber bracelets because Madonna wore them.
Decades later, I'm still taking lessons from the Madonna handbook.